goodbye small heart
my name is morgan. these are things i like.
“ I will never have a ‘coke night’ ever again…. The drug reminds me of being young and going out of my way to make mistakes. Life has gotten harder since those days. Now I try to avoid mistakes rather than actively try to make them. Plus, the new stuff will apparently eat your face! Sick. ”
"Things I Will Never Do Again," Thought Catalog
this is pretty much exactly how i feel about coke. i have not done coke. ever. add to this explanation the concern that i would have an immediate heart attack. (i do not begrudge anyone else who does coke. to each his own.)
“ When my son was six he said, “We don’t know how many years we have for our lives. People die at all ages.” He said it without anguish or remorse, without fear or desire. It has been healing to me to accept in a very simple way that my mother’s life was 45 years long, that there was nothing beyond that. There was only my expectation that there would be—my mother at 89, my mother at 63, my mother at 46. Those things don’t exist. They never did. ”
this post is fucking excellent and made me cry today.
i made a turntable.fm room. but i am playing only to myself. and it won’t even let me hear the music until someone else shows up and starts DJing with me. hint hint.